I don't know why, but right now I'm being devoured by general discontent. I just feel unhappy. Everything in my life should be cool right now. But it's not. I'm going to Florida tomorrow, and that will be fun. Maybe my unhappiness stems from my perpetual conflict with my father. Maybe it's how he treats me like I never do anything right and almost looks for me to make mistakes. Maybe it's his utter lack of responsibilty while he tells me I have to do things. Or maybe it's just the fact that he's a complete failure as a parent. Even thinking about the things that make me happy in life aren't cheering me up. Maybe this bout of depression is only temporary and will be gone in the morning. Thus, I retire.